The events today dunno y juz builds up on my rage... Very annoyed. Argh!! Feel so stressed. Haix... Also dunno where to start from and how to end. Think I'll juz leave it hanging... Where are you when I need you???
I've decided le. I'm goin to stop trying le. It's really taking too much out of me... The disappointment, the fear, the building phobia... I dunno what I'm thinking and doin le...
I might not be going chalet le. Feeling very sick and tired... Physically and emotionally...
How easy it is to lose contact...
Friday, August 22, 2008
