Today was a filled day. I waited for Qamariah in school for ages. i hate waiting for her.. She thinks that she's some queen and Im just a little peasant girl that has to succumb to her. Think I shouldnt have said that, and I dont think that is fair for her as well.. Think i just had a bad day that's all.. It's alright Qammie u are still my best friend. Hmmm I wonder what's wrong with me today. Maybe there's too much work and chauvinistic people in my school. Girls, a word of advise.. If you dont have testicles dont attempt FSV. I have a friend who keeps hitting me for fun, I have friends who talks about english colonial rule in singapore all the time, another who thinks singapore is too boring and dull and we need a war to make it more interesting. Then I have a long hair friend who hates adidas and adobe softwares. Weird people all around me. And when they all share a room they talk about soccer. I feel no place among these testosterone infested groupies. Luckily Qammie is beside me. I guess that's y i feel awful when even her treat me like a peasant girl. When can I be a princess or a butterfly? Maybe only in my dreams. Yes, only in my dreams. Lord, think I'll hit the sack now. Hopefully, that dream, where in it I'll flap my wings, I can stay there forever. Dreams and reality. The choice is often ironic.
How easy it is to lose contact...
Sunday, June 15, 2008