Whenever I feel sad, it is caused by not one but a few several things... This is not good at all. Because then, I've no idea what's truly causing my sadness... Does this apply only to me?
Today's the third day for the workshop. Qam n P din come coz they had to do cam & lights... Suddenly feel so lonely but realized I can survive la. Haha... Tis's not the first time anyway... Feel quite sad coz I din get the shirt that we supposed to get when we attend the workshop. :( Some greedy ppl went to take the extras that were actually ours. We din take coz we din noe... But nobody told us. When Michael asked, before I could react, someone else took it le. WTH la... Today then I realize me n Qam are the only ones who dun have...
After the workshop, I wanna go out and juz waste time with someone, anyone. But can't find anyone to. Suddenly feel like my social circle is so damn small. Or rather, I'm the one keepin it small... Actually can go makan with the guys de, but I chose not to...
Today suddenly felt like something abt cam & lights concerning my grp happened while I was unaware... Someone has been saying something abt it? I dunno. All I know is, I screwed the project up and do not like it, do not have a sense of belonging in it and do not wish to see it or tok abt it again... But ppl's been askin me abt it. Y? Wad exactly happened???
How does it feel to have ur life draining away? Am I giving up....?
How easy it is to lose contact...
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
