Thx..
Today I could finally talk to someone. Thx to po.. Thx for being there when I needed u... I'm still sad. Who's not? Everyone in my family is smiling but deep inside, we're crying. I dun wanna cry, as I've said, crying is admitting. Ok, I've admitted. So I shall stop thinking about it. Sometimes when I'm alone, I'll just think and tears will roll down unknowingly.
Yesterday was the 7th day. My siblings are all not at home except me. Being superstitious ppl, we believe that family members will come back on the 7th day after they passed away to take a last look at his/her family members. Alrights, so me n my sis went to buy some food n left it on the table for her to eat. I obediently went to sleep sometime around 12. I dunno whether is it that I'm tired or coz a tiny part of me wants to know if she came back. Wants to see her in my dreams. In the end, nothing.
My saddish blogging abt my grandmother is going to stop here. However, I will never stop remembering her. U noe I won't...
Something good here. Me, Siying, Peizhi (n probably charlene) will be going out on the coming saturday! Yeah!!! It's been such a long time since we've gone out. Also the day of ah ma's bdae! We'll be there to celebrate for u... :D
I'm not thinking wad will happen if I'm going back to crescent. Kick the teacher's butt perhaps? Hahhaa...
How easy it is to lose contact...
Monday, July 24, 2006